miStaKe: Please Take Notes

Common Mistake Made During Ramadhan:

Most Muslims who fast Ramadan focus on the benefits and rewards of it. But in doing so, we often make mistakes that instead of adding to our experience actually detract from it. Mistakes that can make us commercialize Ramadan as so many other religions have commercialized their sacred days. Insh’Allah the following serves as a reminder to myself first and to all Muslims. May Allah help us to spend our time wisely this Ramadan and help us to avoid these mistakes. ameen

Taking Ramadaan as a ritual

For many of us Ramadaan has lost its spirituality and has become more of a ritual than a form of Ibaadah. We fast from morning to night like a zombie just because everyone around us is fasting too. We forget that its a time to purify our hearts and our souls from all evil….we forget to make dua, forget to beseech Allaah to forgive us and ask Him to save us from the Fire.  Sure we stay away from food and drink but that’s about all.

Although the Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said:  “Jibreel said to me, ‘May Allaah rub his nose in the dust, that person to who Ramadaan comes and his sins are not forgiven,’ and I said, ‘Ameen’. Then he said, ‘May Allaah rub his nose in the dust, that person who lives to see his parents grow old, one or both of them, but he does not enter Paradise (by not serving them) and I said, ‘Ameen’. Then he said, ‘May Allaah rub his nose in the dust, that person in whose presence you are mentioned and he does not send blessings upon you,’ and I said, ‘Ameen.’” (Tirmidhi, Ahmad, others. Saheeh by al-Albaani) 

Too much stress on food and drink

For some people, the entire month of Ramadaan revolves around food. They spend the ENTIRE day planning, cooking, shopping and thinking about only food, instead of concentrating on Salaah, Quraan and other acts of worship. All they can think of is FOOD. So much so that they turn the month of ‘fasting’ into the month of ‘feasting’. Come Iftaar time, their table is a sight to see, with the multitudes and varieties of food, sweets and drinks. They are missing the very purpose of fasting, and thus, increase in their greed and desires instead of learning to control them. It is also a kind of waste & extravagance.

“…..and eat and drink but waste not by extravagance, certainly He (Allaah) likes not Al-Musrifoon (those who waste by extravagance) ” [al-Araaf :31]

Spending all day cooking

Some of the sisters (either by their own choice or forced by their husbands) are cooking ALL day and ALL night, so that by the end of the day, they are too tired to even pray Ishaa, let alone pray Taraweeh or Tahajjud or even read Quraan. This is the month of mercy and forgiveness. So turn off that stove and turn on your Imaan! 
Eating too much
 
Some people stuff themselves at Suhoor until they are ready to burst, because they think this is the way to not feel hungry during the day and some people eat at Iftaar, like there is no tomorrow, trying to ‘make up for the food missed.’ However, this is completely against the Sunnah. Moderation is the key to everything.

The Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “The son of Adam does not fill any vessel worse than his stomach; for the son of Adam a few mouthfuls are sufficient to keep his back straight. If you must fill it, then one-third for food, one-third for drink and one-third for air.” (Tirmidhi, Ibn Maajah.  saheeh by al-Albaani).

Too much food distracts a person from many deeds of obedience and worship, makes him lazy and also makes the heart heedless.
It was said to Imam Ahmad: Does a man find any softness and humility in his heart when he is full? He said, I do not think so.
 
Sleeping all day

Some people spend their entire day (or a major part of it) ‘sleeping away their fast’. Is this what is really required of us during this noble month? These people also are missing the purpose of fasting and are slaves to their desires of comfort and ease. They cannot ‘bear’ to be awake and face a little hunger or exert a little self-control. For a fasting person to spend most of the day asleep is nothing but, negligence on his part.

Wasting time

The month of Ramadaan is a precious, precious time, so much so that Allaah calls this month “Ayyamum Ma’doodaat” (A fixed number of days). Before we know it, this month of mercy and forgiveness will be over. We should try and spend every moment possible in the worship of Allaah so that we can make the most of this blessing. However, there are some of us who waste away their day playing video games, or worse still, watching TV, movies or even listening to music. Subhaan Allaah! Trying to obey Allaah by DISOBEYING him!

Fasting but not giving up evil

Some of us fast but do not give up lying, cursing, fighting, backbiting, etc. and some of us fast but do not give up cheating, stealing, dealing in haraam, buying lotto tickets, selling alcohol, fornication, etc. and all kinds of impermissible things without realizing that the purpose of fasting is to not stay away from food and drink; rather the aim behind it is to fear Allaah.

“O you who believe! Fasting is prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, that you may become Al-Muttaqoon (the pious)” [al-Baqarah 2:183]

The Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “Whoever does not give up false speech and acting upon it, and ignorance, Allaah has no need of him giving up his food and drink.” (Bukhaari)

Smoking

Smoking is forbidden in Islam whether during Ramadaan or outside of it, as it is one of al-Khabaa’ith (evil things). And this includes ALL kinds of ‘smoking material’ eg.cigars, cigarettes, pipes,’Sheesha’ , hookah etc.
“he allows them as lawful At Tayyibaat (all good and lawful things), and prohibits them as unlawful Al Khabaa’ith (all evil and unlawful things) [al-A'raaf :157]

 It is harmful, not only to the one smoking, but also to the ones around him. It is also a means of wasting ones wealth. The Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “There should be no harming or reciprocating harm.”
This is especially true during fasting and it invalidates the fast. (Fatwa -Ibn ‘Uthaymeen)

Skipping Suhoor

The Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “Eat suhoor for in suhoor there is blessing.”(Bukhaari, Muslim).
And he (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “The thing that differentiates between our fasting and the fasting of the People of the Book is eating suhoor.” (Muslim)

Stopping Suhoor at ‘Imsaak’

Some people stop eating Suhoor 10-15 minutes earlier than the time of Fajr to observe ‘Imsaak’.
Shaykh Ibn ‘Uthaymeen said: This is a kind of bidah (innovation) which has no basis in the Sunnah. Rather the Sunnah is to do the opposite. Allaah allows us to eat until dawn: “and eat and drink until the white thread (light) of dawn appears to you distinct from the black thread (darkness of night)” [al-Baqarah 2:187]

And the Prophet (pbuh) said: “….eat and drink until you hear the adhaan of Ibn Umm Maktoom, for he does not give the adhaan until dawn comes.”

This ‘imsaak’ which some of the people do is an addition to what Allaah has prescribed, so it is false. It is a kind of extremism in religion, and the Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said:
 ”Those who go to extremes are doomed, those who go to extremes are doomed, those who go to extremes are doomed.” (Muslim)

Not fasting if they missed Suhoor
 
Some people are too scared to fast if they miss Suhoor. However, this is a kind of cowardice and love of ease. What is the big deal if you missed a few morsels of food? It’s not like you will die. Remember, obedience to Allaah overcomes everything.
 
Saying the intention to fast ‘out loud’ or saying a specific dua to start fasting
 
The intention is an action of the heart. We should resolve in our heart that we are going to fast tomorrow. That is all we need. It is not prescribed by the Shari’ah for us to say out loud, “I intend to fast”, “I will fast tomorrow” or other phrases that have been innovated by some people. Also, there is no specific dua to be recited at the time of starting the fast in the correct Sunnah. Whatever ‘dua’ you may see on some papers or Ramadaan calendars, etc. is a Bid’ah.
 
Delaying breaking fast

Some people wait until the adhaan finishes or even several minutes after that, just to be ‘on the safe side’. However, the Sunnah is to hasten to break the fast, which means breaking fast whenever the adhaan starts, right after the sun has set. Aa’ishah (RA) said: This is what the Messenger of Allaah (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) used to do. (Muslim)

The Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “The people will continue to do well so long as they hasten to break the fast.” (Bukhaari, Muslim)

Determine to the best of your ability, the accuracy of your clock, calendar, etc. and then have tawakkul on Allaah and break your fast exactly on time.

Eating continuously until the time for Maghrib is up

Some people put so much food in their plates when breaking their fast and continue eating, enjoying dessert, drinking tea, etc., until they miss Maghrib. That is obviously not right. The Sunnah of the Prophet (pbuh) was that once he broke his fast with some dates, them he would hasten to the prayer. Once you are done with the prayer, you can always go back and eat some more if you wish.

Missing the golden chance of having your Dua accepted

The prayer of the fasting person is guaranteed to be accepted at the time of breaking fast.
The Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “Three prayers are not rejected: the prayer of a father, the prayer of a fasting person, and the prayer of a traveler.” (al-Bayhaqi, saheeh by al-Albaani).

Instead of sitting down and making Dua at this precious time, some people forego this beautiful chance, and are too busy frying samosas, talking, setting the food, filling their plates and glasses, etc. Think about it….Is food more important than the chance to have your sins forgiven or the fulfillment of your Duas.

Fasting but not praying
The fasting of one who does not pray WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED. This is because not praying constitutes kufr as the Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “Between a man and shirk and kufr there stands his giving up prayer.” (Muslim)

In fact, NONE of his good deeds will be accepted; rather, they are all annulled.
“Whoever does not pray ‘Asr, his good deeds will be annulled.” (Bukhaari)

Fasting and not wearing Hijaab

Not wearing the Hijaab is a major sin as it is obligatory for Muslim women. (See Surah Nur, Surah Ahzaab). So fasting and not wearing hijaab certainly takes away enormously from the rewards of fasting, even if does not invalidate it.

Not fasting because of exams or work

Exams or work is NOT one of the excuses allowed by the Shariah to not fast. You can do your studying and revision at night if it is too hard to do that during the day. Also remember that pleasing and obeying Allaah is much more important than ‘good grades’. Besides, if you will fulfil your obligation to fast, even if you have to study, Allaah will make it easy for you and help you in everything you do.
“Whosoever fears Allah, He will appoint for him a way out and provide for him from where he does not expect, Allah is Sufficient for whosoever puts his trust in Him.” (Surah at-Talaaq 2-3) 

Mixing fasting and dieting
 
DO NOT make the mistake of fasting with the intention to diet. That is one of the biggest mistakes some of us make (esp. sisters). Fasting is an act of worship and can only be for the sake of Allah alone. Otherwise, mixing it with the intention of dieting may become a form of (minor) Shirk.
 
Fighting over the number of Rakaah of Taraweeh
 
There is no specific number of rak’ahs for Taraweeh prayer, rather it is permissible to do a little or a lot. Both 8 and 20 are okay. Shaykh Ibn ‘Uthaymeen said: “No one should be denounced for praying eleven or twenty-three (raka’ah), because the matter is broader in scope than that, praise be to Allaah.”
 
Praying ONLY on the night of the 27th
 
Some people pray ONLY on the 27th to seek Lailat ul-Qadr, neglecting all other odd nights, although the Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) said: “Seek Lailat ul-Qadr among the odd numbered nights of the last ten nights of Ramadaan.” (Bukhaari, Muslim).
 
Wasting the last part of Ramadaan preparing for Eid
 
Some people waste the entire last 10 days of Ramadaan preparing for Eid, shopping and frequenting malls, etc. neglecting Ibadah and Lailatul Qadr. although, the Prophet (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam) used to strive the hardest during the last ten days of Ramadaan in worship (Ahmad, Muslim) and not in shopping. Buy whatever you need for Eid before Ramadaan so that you can utilize the time in Ramadaan to the max.
Aa’ishah (RA) said: “When the (last) ten nights began, the Messenger of Allaah (Sal Allaahu Alaiyhi wa Sallam)) would tighten his waist-wrapper (i.e., strive hard in worship or refrain from intimacy with his wives), stay awake at night and wake his family.” (Bukhaari and Muslim).
 
Iftaar parties
 
Although inviting each other for breaking fast is something good and encouraged, some people go to extremes with lavish ‘Iftaar parties’ with all sorts of disobedience to Allaah, from flirting, mixing of the sexes and hijaab-less women, to show-off and extravagance, to heedlessness to Salaah, and Taraweeh to even music and dancing.

Source: http://southernmuslimah.wordpress.com/2008/09/02/common-mistakes-made-during-ramadan/

Berpuasa bukan setakat menahan lapar dan daharga, tetapi melawan hawa nafsu yang sememangnya susah untuk dikawal.
Semoga kita berjaya menempuhi bulan yang penuh cabaran dan mendapat nikmat puasa yang sebenar.  

Ramadhan Karem

Bulan Ramadhan merupakan bulan yang mempunyai banyak kelebihan. Kedatangannya selepas dua bulan yang juga tidak kurang keistimewaannya iaitu Rejab dan Sya'ban. Bagi tujuan menyuburkan rasa tanggungjawab dan rasa ingin menambahkan ibadat kepada Allah sepanjang Ramadhan ini, di sini dibawa beberapa hadis yang menceritakan mengenai kelebihannya.

1. Abu Hurairah menyatakan : Telah bersabda Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud : Apabila telah tibanya Ramadhan, dibuka pintu-pintu syurga dan ditutup segala pintu neraka dan diikat segala syaitan. -Hadis dikeluarkan oleh imam Bukhari, Muslim, Nasai'e, Ahmad dan Baihaqi-

2. Daripada Abu Hurairah daripada Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud :Sesiapa yang berpuasa Ramadhan dengan penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan nescaya akan diampuninya segala dosanya yang telah lalu. - Diriwayat oleh imam Nasai'e, Ibn majah, Ibn Habban dan Baihaqi-

3. Abu Hurairah telah berkata : Aku telah mendengar Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda tentang Ramadhan yang bermaksud : Sesiapa yang mendirikannya(Ramadhan) penuh keimanan dan keikhlasan diampunkan baginya apa dosanya yang telah lalu. - Hadis riwayat Bukhari, Muslim, Tarmizi, Abu Daud, Nasai'e,Malik,Ahmad dan Baihaqi-

4. Daripada Abu Hurairah telah berkata: Rasullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud : Sembahyang yang difardhukan kepada sembahyang yang sebelumnya merupakan penebus apa antara keduanya, dan Jumaat kepada Jumaat yang sebelumnya merupakan penebus apa antara keduanya, dan bulan kepada bulan(iaitu Ramadhan) merupakan kaffarah apa antara keduanya melainkan tiga golongan : Syirik kepada Allah, meninggalkan sunnah dan perjanjian (dilanggar). Telah berkata Abu Hurairah : Maka aku tahu perkara itu akan berlaku, maka aku bertanya: Wahai Rasulullah! adapun syirik dengan Allah telah kami tahu, maka apakah perjanjian dan meninggalkan sunnah? Baginda S.A.W bersabda : Adapun perjanjian maka engkau membuat perjanjian dengan seorang lain dengan sumpah kemudian engkau melanggarinya maka engkau membunuhnya dengan pedang engkau, manakala meninggal sunnah maka keluar daripada jamaah(Islam).-Hadis riwayat Ahmad, Al-Hakim, dan Baihaqi-

5. Daripada Abi Soleh Az-zayyat bahawa dia telah mendengar Abu Hurairah berkata: Rassullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang bermaksud : Setiap amalan anak Adam baginya melainklan puasa maka ia untukKu dan Aku akan membalasnya. Dan puasa adalah perisai, maka apabila seseorang berada pada hari puasa maka dia dilarang menghampiri(bercumbu) pada hari itu dan tidak meninggikan suara.Sekiranya dia dihina atau diserang maka dia berkata : Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa demi Tuhan yang mana diri nabi Muhammad ditanganNya maka perubahan bau mulut orang berpuasa lebih harum di sisi Allah pada hari qiamat daripada bau kasturi, dan bagi orang berpuasa dua kegembiraan yang mana dia bergembira dengan keduanya apabila berbuka dia bergembira dengan waktu berbukanya dan apabila bertemu Tuhannya dia gembira dengan puasanya. -Hadis riwayat imam Bukhari, Muslim, Nasai'e, Ahmad, Ibn Khuzaimah, Ibn Habban dan Baihaqi-

PENERANGAN HADIS

1. Semua hadis menceritakan betapa besarnya kelebihan bulan Ramadhan untuk kita sama-sama menghidupkannya dengan segala amalan sunnah.

2. Pintu syurga dibuka sepanjang Ramadhan, manakala pintu neraka pula ditutup. Ini menggambarkan bagaimana Allah begitu mengasihani hambaNya yang taat beribadat dan menurut segala perintahNya.

3. Syaitan diikat sepanjang bulan Ramadhan agar kita dapat menunaikan segala ibadat dengan penuh keikhlasan. Tetapi kita perlu ingat bahawa kawan syaitan yang berada pada diri kita iaitu nafsu akan menggantikan tugas syaitan jika kita lalai.

4. Pentingnya keikhlasan dan keimanan kita dalam menunaikan ibadat.

5. Puasa mampu menjadi perisai diri daripada terjebak ke lembah maksiat, begitu juga ia mampu menghapuskan segala dosa-dosa yang lepas jika kita benar-benar bertaubat.

6. Kita mesti menghidupkan sunnah yang mana yang paling besar ialah berada dalam jemaah Islam terutama di dalam mengembalikan semula khilafah Islamiah yang telah lama dihancurkan iaitu pada 1924.

7. Jauhkan daripada syirik pada Allah sama ada berbentuk perbuatan, niat ataupun percakapan. Kita mesti mematuhi segala perjanjian yang dibuat selagi tidak melanggar hukum syarak.

8. Kita mesti berpuasa pada semua anggota bukannya pada makan dan minum sahaja.

9. Bau mulut orang berpuasa lebih harum daripada bauan kasturi.

10. Orang berpuasa akan mengecapi dua kegembiraan iaitu ketika berbuka dan apabila bertemu Allah kelak.

11. Di dalam menunaikan ibadat puasa kita mesti banyak bersabar dan jangan suka berbual kosong apatah meninggikan suara apabila bercakap.

sumber: http://www.ashtech.com.my/bulanislam/

Jiwa Milik Nya

“Ketahuilah! Dengan zikrullah itu, tenang tenteramlah hati manusia.” 

(Surah al-Ra’du: 28)

Cintaku bermula di OT

Elective class utk sem ini sudah bermula. last elective for us. UROSURGERY pilihan hati aku kali ini. nk kata minat tu, mmg minat blaja system ni especially bab batu-batu dlm urinary system, x kira lah batu di ginjal ke, ureter ke, bladder ke, urethra ke. semalam baru terdengar ade protate stone? ade eyh?? kenape aku baru tau ni?? ke tau tapi lupe?? hoho.. la adrii =D

First day terus kene masuk OT (operation theater). tengok Dr Ahmad & Dr Mustapha buat urethroplasty on 4 y.o boy with hypospadias (bukaan salur kencing berada di bahagian bawah penis). kebanyakan OT pada hari itu semuanya buat hypospadias repair. so, berdirilah aku and 2 org member yang lain, tekun melihat dua org Dr tu repair. sambil2 tu kami x segan silu ganggu Dr dgn soalan2 kami yg tah pape. hehe.. biaselah, budak baru belajar. 

First time jugak kami melihat dengan mata kepala triangular flap (nama scientific x ingat) and dartos flap yang digunakan utk kuat kan new distal urethral canal yang Dr telah buat supaya post-operative complication as fistula formation tak berlaku. catheter is place in urethra to make it hold its new shape dan tube ni kita buang 1-2 weeks after op.

Dalam OT tu, ada seorang Dr perempuan ni, cantik sungguh. anesthesiologist. rupanya Dr tersebut adalah tunang kpd Dr Mustapha. ceeewaaahh.. kecoh kejap kitorng. tengah2 operate tu Dr Ahmad sempat lagi mengusik dimana dia memberitahu kami bahawa Dr perempuan tu adalah isteri Dr Mustapha. mati-mati Dr Mustapha betolkan balik. berpeluh-peluh Dr Mustapha jadinye. haha. Dr perempuan tu pun senyum je. cinta mereka berputik di OT tu lah. fuyoooooo..so sweet.. sorang tu surgeon and sorang lg anesthesiologist. nice! diorang kata nk kawen tahun depan. hoho.. semoga Dr berbahagia! (Dr Mustapha malu-malu jadinye kene usik) =D

Permulaan cinta tak kenal tempat.. kat mane2 pun boleh jatuh cinta jangan jatuh tangga dah le (^.^) yang paling utama ialah cinta kepada Pencipta dan rasul Nya biar ia meliputi semua cinta. biarkan cinta suci itu ada dimana-mana, setiap waktu, setiap detik, setiap hembusan nafas. jangan pernah lupa DIA.

Semalam ikut Dr ke outpatient clinic pun bnyk kes hypospadias ni. org tua pun ade. sngat enjoy di outpatient clinic. ikut Dr like a shadow. tu lah kerja aku hari2 di elective. biar biar biar biar sampai Dr rimas. haha.. alhamdulillah smlm dpt tengok Dr buat  per-rectal (PR) examination, catheter insertion and frequent dilatation by catheter in case of urethral stricture (mild).  rasa tak sabar pulak nk tunggu next week, nak bertenggek kt outpatient clinic lagi. bersemangat nih!!

Urosurgery mmg kene pandai cari peluang utk dptkan ilmu, bukan hanya tunggu Dr masuk ajar satu2. ade peluang mane2 Dr yang available je kami redah, masuk n pasang telinga sebabnya Dr yg responsible utk group ak mcm nampak tak nampak je kami ni. haha. adakah kami ni invisible??? haha. x pe lah Dr. Dr letih bnyk kerje. so, kami serang Dr yg masih ade energy utk beri kami ilmu lagi pasal urosurgery ni. mumarridhah (nurse) pun sume baik2. tak garang. nak mintak ajarkan mcm mana nk ambik darah pun mrk senang hati sanggup ajarkan. jzkk .. 

'ilmu yang berguna walaupun sedikit, jika ianya dikongsi, memberi makna kepada si penerima, dan insyaAllah DIA akan membalas si pemberi dengan sebanyak2 pemberian dan kebaikan' 

p/s: nama dlm charctr ni adalah rekaan semata-mata. harap maklum :)

DerM !

aaaaaaaaaa.... tak suke dermatology!! aigoooo. hari 1st dah haru biru. fatigue. sleepy. no mood. ish3.. astaghfirullah. baru bersusah sket dah mula membebel sakan, riuh seperti ayam nak bertelor je lagaknya. haha. tak kene time housemen lg. buatnye tak leh tido 48 jam baru tau. kuang3..  but really, day to feel tired. 

semalam baru je habis exam ophthal yang susah mcm nk tecabut otak pikir yang logik akal, tembak kertas soalan situ sini, tup2 ari ni plak dah kene start unit baru, DERMATOLOGY. blaja kulit la pulak ye + exam arab yang tah pape aku jawab td. bace pun last minute. padan muke. semalam sebok enjoy kan diri. treat after ophthal exam katekan.. kui3

1st day at Derm Department, subject which is not interesting for the first look, but who knows after this i will fall in love with it. but i hope not. haha.. penganalan bg hari pertama mmg biasa lah, anatomy of skin mesti master. mesti ingat dlm kepala. setiap skin layer amat bermakna dalam Derm ni. segala yang belajar dlm histology, microbiology, ..logy2 sume tu lah kne revise balik la secara x langsung. td pun banyk signs and symptoms tentang penyakit kulit yang belajar.

3D image of skin layers

  

Layers of epidermidis

abnormal skin changes. semua ada!

FACT: skin is the largest organ in our body. 

Maka, peliharalah kulit anda sebaik mungkin kerana bila saja penyakit2 yg akan menyebabkan kulit anda bermasalah ini datang, anda mungkin akan mengalami stress yang amat sehingga boleh menyebabkan psychological problem sampaikan ada yang ingin membunuh diri kerana mengalami pnyakit kulit yang chronic atau berjangkit. jauhi kulit anda daripada mndapat infection from any of these organisms; bacteria, viral, fungal, parasite.. 

KULIT = PSYCHOLOGY

First Instinct

Alhamdulillah OSCE Ophthal selesai sudah. Prof yg examined us really helpful. last night mmg rase mual nak muntah sbb banyk sngt masukkan input2 mata ke dlm otak yang x seberapa besar ni. traffic jam seketika. akibatnya, tidur melebihi kadar tidur hari-hari biasa. walaubagaimanapun, syukur dipanjatkan kerana Allah mempermudahkan segala urusan pada hari ini. semoga esok lusa Allah masih memberikan pertolonganNya. next MCQ this Wednesday, will aiming full mark! yeayh!!

Aku selalu berpesan setiap kali sebelum memasuki medan peperiksaan / menjawab soalan,

"believe in yourself. be cautious and believe in 1st answer pop out from your brain because it usually and always is the wright one. if u consider the answer then, risk to be lose mark is high. thus, first instinct is very important."

tetapi kadang-kadang aku terleka, was-was dengan jawapan sendiri. that's not good. so the outcome will make me regret so much. but, yang dah lepas biarkan berlalu, yg akan datang ni perlu buat dengan lebih baik. ingat bahawasanya Allah selalu menguji hambaNya, dalam senang atau susah. jangan cepat melatah dan berburuk sangka kerana apa yang terjadi membuatkan kita selalu tersedar akan kesilapan yang telah kita lakukan dan drpd itu, kita mungkin boleh memperbaiki utk menjadi yang lebih baik.

need to trust your first instinct. "Your belief determines your action and your action determines your results, but first you have to believe."

Mata

Oh, mata.. mata adalah salah satu organ pancaindera yang sangat bernilai kepada setiap benda hidup. bukan saja manusia yg memerlukan mata, haiwan, alien... sume tu perlukan mata. ye lah, jika tiada mata alamatnya buta. mata, organ yang kecil dan complicated stucture nya. daripada microscopic till macroscopic view, mmg structure yg very very very very brilliant. mana taknya, setiap cell/structure tu dpt membolehkan manusia melihat setiap inci dunia ini. jika rosak dia, maka habislah penglihatan kita. x semua visual field yg loss, scotoma pun dah menyebabkan kita gelabah. bila rabun je, dah mula cari kedai speck mate. hoh, adakah kamu sedar bahawa begitu besar kuasa dan ilmu Allah ini??. x tertanding ilmu yg kita perolehi, yg sngat limit. sehinggakan sudah sebulan belajar mengenai organ ni, tp masih sekarang x dpt2 lagi sy nk digest ilmu prihal penyakit mata ni. ingat --> lupa.. ingat balik --> lupa. cycle yg x berkesudahan. itulah manusia, lumrah. tiada yang kekal selain Allah s.w.t.

OMG!!

OK, exam ophthal next week sudah. OSCE + MCQ ...ayoo.. bagaimana persiapannya? aduhai. sungguh, mmg mencabar. menguji kesabaran utk membaca tajuk2 ophthal yg mmg sngt popular ni :  

strabismus

error of refraction

glaucoma

retina

Tajuk2 ni mmg kene master betol. semoga Allah permudahkan pembelajaran dan pemahaman.. amiinn. 

Bulan Jun sudah pun habis, Julai pula datang menyapa. Happy belated birthday to all people who was born in Jun including me. Happy birthday to me and those people; Hani, Shaa, Nadh, Kak Sya, Kak Ros, Hannah, Ah, Kak Iman....etc. no entry special for my birthday bcoz sy malu laa.. haha. so, mmg ramai yg smbut birthday die bln 6 ni. member2 kat mesia, kt mesir.yg sama birthday pun ade. stakat ni baru tau 3 org kembar hari;

hannah

kak ros

kawan kpd kawan (nama rahsia) 

million thanks to sahabat2 who wish birthday last time. may our Doa's received by Allah s.w.t. 

Yg birthday hari ni, Sanah Helwa,,,,:) ssngguhnya lahirnya kita di dunia ini sangat memberi erti yg besar. jgnlah rasa diri ini tak bernilai, tak berguna utk terus hidup di dunia ini krn setiap yg Allah cipta pasti ada fuctions, ada hikmah, ada tanggungjawab, ada kelebihan tersendiri...   

wallahua'lam :)